femtanyl - Girl Hell 1999 lyrics

I love lying to myself that I like everyone I meet
It's a funny little cycle, do it while I fall asleep
If I do it every day, if I do it every week
Then I just might become the better man you wanted out of me

I got cellophane wrapped along the lining of my throat
If you ever hear me breathing then that breathing is a joke
Please be nice to me and I will do exactly what I'm told
Simple, I get to be dumb, you get to exercise control

Exercise control [2x]

Can you please just check again?
I'd become fucking destitute before I'd be your man
There are wires overhead and there are wires in your hands
You pull the plug on me I switch you up again

It's your problem [4x]

I just make this shit so you can lose your
I got lucky, I do it all the time
I do it 'cause I like it and I like it 'cause it's mine
Every day I take a minute of your time
I keep them in a box, I organize them all by size

Yeah I want it
I want it quite a lot
I'm in it 'cause I can be
You can't tell me that I'm not

Are you stupid?
The paint is what's inside
I pull out all my blood vessels and lay them out like vines

Wrapped around the lining of my throat
If you ever hear me breathing then that breathing is a joke
Please be nice to me and I will do exactly what I'm told
Simple, I get to be dumb, you get to exercise

It's your problem [9x]