jaydes - My negative aura lyrics

In my attempt to escape this shithole of a world
I'll find you'll either worship faggots or a nasty little girl

I won't socialize because all humans do is infect
In a filthy place where humans crawl around it like insects

This existence has no meaning and opinions don't make sense
I resume a medication that leaves my truest thoughts suppressed

To put trust in a slit in the sky, why do I bother?
Asking myself why I'm not where I wanted
Why am I not where I want?