schizocat - push n pull lyrics

This body means nothing to me
We live our lives just to die, and I hope you agree
I'm always passed out drunk, hope my mom doesn't see
I'm a loser, I'm a freak, I'm a wannabe

It's okay, it's alright
I sold my kidney just to hold your hand tonight
I know you're scared of me, but you won't ever tell me why
You're always pushing and you're pulling, girl, you make me cry

Hurt me, just wanna hurt me
Wanna see God?
Yeah, I hope you know it's working
Tell me that you hate me, that's your only way of flirting
Every thought I get of you is so fucking disturbing

Wish I could just run away from here
I'm out of breath and my leg broke
Every day's just the same old joke
You're always sad, it's annoying, so I think I'll go
Said I'm stupid, I wonder why you stoop so low

So where's my soulmate? Are they in this room?
It could be anyone, maybe it's you
Maybe it's that really old lady, I don't know
Why are you talking?
Oh, uh right

This body means nothing to me
We live our lives just to die, and I hope you agree
I'm always passed out drunk, hope my mom doesn't see
I'm a loser, I'm a freak, I'm a wannabe

It's okay, it's alright
I sold my kidney just to hold your hand tonight
I know you're scared of me, but you won't ever tell me why
You're always pushing and you're pulling, girl, you make me cry