I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze
I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck I'll say it anyway
Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah
I battle with depression but the question still remains
Is this post-traumatic stressin' or am I suppressing rage?
And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
Yeah it's not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel okay
Okay, yeah I struggle with this bullshit everyday
And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage
It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
'Cause I'm about to break down
Searching for a way out
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster
I break down, falling into love now
With falling apart
I'm a popular, popular monster
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster
I break down, falling into love now
With falling apart
I'm a popular, popular fucking monster
'Cause I'm about to break down
Searching for a way out
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster
I break down, falling into love now
With falling apart
I'm a popular, popular monster (monster [8x])
Popular fucking monster [2x]
Monster [6x]
'Cause I'm about to break down
Searching for a way out
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster
I break down, falling into love now
With falling apart
I'm a popular, popular monster
(I break down)
(Falling apart)
(Popular fucking monster)