Melolife - Cosmic Silence lyrics

I stood there, alone and confused
Not really sure what I should do or where I should go
The only thing I could hear was a cold, pale silence
Encompassing my heartbeat
I knew the skies were blue and the sun was shining
But my mindset was telling me otherwise
What could I think?
Everything seemed to be fleeting away from my grasp
Was I done?
Or was this only the beginning?
Frankly, I may never know
But one thing I knew was that it was gone forever
And I just stood there
Wondering if it would ever return