Diabarha - Enclosure lyrics

This life's like a childish play
How long I'm supposed to stay
Shredding wounds in my coffin
For all I want, and I want nothing

I need a person who will make me believe
That ain't trash, and will help me achieve
The happiness, reach the wish to use my life in a best way
Finally to feel, to live and this is what she said:

My darling, this is your internal life (oh my)
Where I can become anything but your wife (but dream is mine)
I decide when you can cry (don't lie, don't lie)
But I will do too, dropping tears for you, my darling
This is your imaginary world (why)
Where I suffer too, with sorrow I was raised, oh (you're insane)
I can watch you gonna die (don't die, don't d-)
But I'll die with you, buried with your body, together

One face I have met, she's the beauty of my mirror
Yet uplifting, her reflections that have passed all my selections
Crossing line, I invited her to stay as long as needed
Rotting terror in my place, 'cause that's where she has been leaded
Such a dangerous play, dragon wings I dressed in feathers
Sneaky as the Trojan Horse, yet so vicious, gone much worse
In wedding dress of an angel, holds a bunch of dead roses
Making herself on my request perfect bride just for my pride
Many pages in that book, yet too scared to look on the other side

You're so vicious

How it feels to be talking with yourself, there's nobody left
Get rejected, one claustration, and your own imagination
In that Basilisk eye you get stunned by such damnation
And she wants to make relation except isn't my creation
Anymore, whose I'm seeing gore?
She's the one I'm bleeding for
Painting mirror red again
Because she's been in so much pain

Darling, this is your internal life (oh my)
Where I can become anything but your wife (but dream is mine)
I decide when you can cry (don't lie, don't lie)
But I will do too, dropping tears for you, my darling
This is your imaginary world (why)
Where I suffer too, with sorrow I was raised, oh (you're insane)
I can watch you gonna die (don't die, don't d-)
But I'll die with you, buried with your body, together

Here we are, all alone, but you're typing on your phone
Why are you always so distant, so stubborn and so resistant?
I have never seen you happy but a hundred times so mad
Even despite all these reasons I gave you so you'd be glad
Now it's my turn to complain, let me put this way too plain
You're ignoring that I'm killing my existence for your feeling
We won't understand each other, you think that is my exposure
But I do not want become a father only of fucking enclosure
Yes darling, it is over, I don't need you as my lover; I guess

The beginning, once been born, one of multiple forsaken
Oh my darling, you're so perfect and so easily she's been taken
Then I gave her my rosary so she looked so ecumenic
Only I could understand her, they told me I'm schizophrenic, yeah
I'm worse than thousand of your dreams
Yet I preferred one her smile
Over millions of your voices which I thought that were hostile

In a different way we think, on a different track we drive
To the different places we are going, but at least you are alive
In a common way we've grown, and we share same past and pain
Same place we'll visit one day because you're only from my brain
Both of you I'll take into my world, I hope you don't insist
How could I resist, why do I even exist?

My darling, this is your internal life (oh my)
Where I can become anything but your wife (but dream is mine)
I decide when you can cry (don't lie, don't lie)
But I will do too, dropping tears for you, my darling
This is your imaginary world (why)
Where I suffer too, with sorrow I was raised, oh (you're insane)
I can watch you gonna die (don't die, don't d-)
But I'll die with you, buried with your body, together

In a different way we think, on a different track we drive
To the different places we are going, but at least you are alive
In a common way we've grown, and we share same past and pain
Same place we'll visit one day because you're only from my brain
Both of you I'll take into my world, I hope you don't insist
How could I resist, why do I even exist?