Ojüun - Cimes & Cieux lyrics

Why is this so hard?
This is so sick
Like, why is this so hard?
Just say it

I'm not doing great
In fact, I can't remember the last time I felt this bad
I think I'm having, I think I'm going through
Why is this so hard?
I think I'm going through another depressive episode

Why am I getting so emotional?
Like, nothing has happened
Literally overnight I went from being completely fine
To feeling really, really low out of nowhere
And I, it's not, I'm not sad
I know it's not just being sad

Really, really low

I, it's not, I'm not sad
I know it's not just being sad
Because nothing in my life has happened
For me to be sad

I, it's not, I'm not sad

Why is this so hard?
This is so sick
Like, why is this so hard?
Just say it

I'm not doing great
In fact, I can't remember the last time I felt this bad
I think I'm having, I think I'm going through
Why is this so hard?
I think I'm going through another depressive episode

I, it's not, I'm not sad
I know it's not just being sad
Because nothing in my life has happened
For me to be sad