invictus
8 years, 3 months ago
filled in a couple more words:
I am an item of beauty, who cares
I laugh gayly at awareness
Thank goodness there is some sense
I believe in violence, something concrete for me to control
And ..
Death is beyond me
There is just this, eternal doubt, moment
That i live in my magic mirror
I'm safe .. as it stays unbroken
When will the standard will blow
I don't want to be ashamed of myself in my own eyes
In the depths of my mourning
The earth turns ..
And the light, is ..
But the Earth, is so far away
Stolen, ..
.. under the glass
And I drop off, my eternal pattern
It feels ..
It's long since I felt so beautiful and lively
I have reached a level which .. entity
Ahold of absolute timelessness and solitude around me
I love the drizzle and the cracking voices of the seabirds
And I love my elemental sisters in a very special and honest way
Almost fantastical, material
But my sense is keen
I see everything
And therefore am closer to the truth
But ..
invictus
9 years, 5 months ago
Gets tough nearer the end, heres what I have:
Holy, holy, I sleep
All that i have been told to kiss, perfection
.. has holiness, nothing
At times, I awake,
At times, I'm painting a facefull of drowsiness
I see the darkness looming, above the beds
But I've then forced myself to believe in these perfect holiness, holy perfection
I undress, and lie all day on the cliff in the tall grass
I wish I were one of those dry grass stems that only need rain, wind and solid ground
My eyelids are heavy with the sun
I let them close, and look at the shockingly brillient flashing colors of my ..tiness
orange, purple, green
Two swams fly over the cliff
I can't break the cryptic code of ..
I can't remember it
I want to slash the wrists of the human race
Leave it to suffer, because I am ashamed
So, I try to wither away, and become a blade of grass that will live ..ind
So as to feel power over something
Suddently, a night is falling again
Which blows through me, as if I no longer were material
My eyes are thick brick walls
And nothing is moving
Stillness
..
Me, me, me, me as a tyrant, who wants to take and wants to give
Me world, who has only problem offering to it, is a religion
I am an item of beauty, who cares
I laugh gayly at awareness
Thank goodness there is some sense
I believe in violence, something concrete for me to control
And ..
Death is beyond me
There is just this, eternal doubt, ..
That i live in my magic mirror
..
.. as it stays unbroken
When will the standard wall blow up
I don't want to be ashamed of myself in my own eyes
In the depths of my mourning
The ..
And the light, is ..
But the earth, is so far away
Stolen, ..
..
.. under the glass
And I drop off, my eternal pattern
It feels ..
It's long since I felt so beautiful and lively
I have reached a level which .. entity
ahold of absolute timelessness and solitude around me
I love the drizzle and the cracking voices of the seabirds
And I love my elemental sisters in a very special and honest way
almost fantastical .. material
But my sense is keen
I see everything
And therefore closer to the truth
But ..
My god is dancing
..
..
..
.. darkness ..
The .. sky is strong and blue
..
slowly hitting..
the sun..
.. feels like a cool spring ..
..
I'm overwhelmed with tenderness
I used to be afraid
I thought, I could see,
.. that would watch over me
Now the world is calm, sleep is near
.. rest, I'm enjoying the beauty of sleep
..
You, and the world were smiling..
..
Nothing and nobody can explain why we are .. ritual
..
And you smile, and I felt, in love, again
I chose, happiness