Song appears in the ending credits of PC game 'Kingdom Come: Deliverance' (2018)

I am passing by, bowels of the city welcome me warmly
I have nothing to hide for now, I am not chased by anyone
Maybe because I am a stranger here, I shamelessly gobble the glamours
I suspect, his thoughts will catch me up, there is nowhere to run
What awaits me that day, when matter turn transparent
And shadows will climb to the wicks of the candles?
Shall I see a beautiful portal, or the music will play?
Will that be a movement, a feeling or nothing at all?
Its an aspect of my nature to descend into darkness
Where others seek the beauty, I turn away my sight with contempt
Your feeling of happiness moves me, yet I seek the beginning of the end
I am awaiting the time right for an attack, to drop the shadow on your light of hope
Why I seek the gate, which we enter just once?
It attract me to sip from the chalice of eternity
Beyond the horizon, where belief and knowledge breaks
Maybe I will get rid of the aftertaste (?) of the endless vain?
My nation, your banner has soaked up too much blood of the innocent
Your people dont have other choice, just not to remember and live on
I know the pain of the moments, when mind stucks in the past
Lets leave behind everything, lets go die in life
I am king of the damned
Why I seek the gate, which we enter just once?
It attract me to sip from the chalice of eternity
Beyond the horizon, where belief and knowledge breaks
Maybe I will get rid of the aftertaste (?) of the endless vain?