Ektomorf - Suicide Note lyrics

I just hate this life
I'm buried alive
God, he's ripped apart my soul
Twisted shadows, creeping doubt
Left behind, can't scream it out
Fighting battles, open scars
And then anger rises
Upon my darkness
Filling up the empty void
Lost in a maze, I can’t find my way
They don’t understands me
Fuck you all

And I know you feel the pain
The pain that makes me real
The sorrow in your eyes
It's hard to say goodbye

Why can't you see
My scars are bleeding
And you keep laughing at my pain
Funerals, a hollow soul
I'm falling in this fucking hole
I can't take it anymore
Every day is a fight
I'm losing again
I'm fucked up
I'm trapped in this Hell
Grief, like a serpent
My love turns to ashes
How the Hell I got here
I don't know

And I know you feel the pain
The pain that makes me real
The sorrow in your eyes
It’s hard to say goodbye
[2x]

Can you hear me?
See me and help me
[4x]