I don't wanna [6x]
Early in the morning
I still get a little bit nervous (a little bit nervous)
Fighting my anxiety constantly
I try to control it (I try to control it)
Even when I know it's been forever
I can still feel the spin (I can still feel the spin)
It hurts when I remember
And I never wanna feel it again (wanna feel it again)
Don't know if you get it
'Cause I can't express how thankful I am (I am [3x])
That you were always with me when it hurts
I know that you'd understand (that you'd understand [2x])
I don't wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
[2x]
Don't know if you get it
'Cause I can't express how thankful I am (I am [3x])
That you were always with me when it hurts
I know that you'd understand (that you'd understand [2x])
I don't wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
[2x]
Trying every day when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space, pressing on my chest
I don't wanna lose control
I don't wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
I don't wanna [5x]