BCee & Charlotte Haining - History lyrics

I don't understand it
I don't know if we're still good
Was it something that I did?
All the things you put me through

I know you love me
But do you want me around?
I know you love me
But do you hear my words now?

'Cause it hurts right now
But I'm holding out
I'll follow this road
And you're fine somehow
But I need you now
More than you know

Is it all just a part of the plan?
Learn to take the good with bad
Is it all a way to learn from the past
And even though we don't look back
It's a part of our history [x2]

I don't understand it
But I don't know if I should
Look what we've been handed
I wouldn't change it if I could

I know you love me
But do you want me around?
I know you love me
But do you hear my words now?

'Cause it hurts right now
But I'm holding out
I'll follow this road
And you're fine somehow
But I need you now
More than you know

Is it all just a part of the plan?
Learn to take the good with bad
Is it all a way to learn from the past
And even though we don't look back
It's a part of our history [x2]