Rude Awakening - The Silent Boatman lyrics

He's come for me.
The silent boatman.
To carry me across the shadowed river.
I am not ready for you.
I've always been willing to bargain with my enemies.
With your part I ask.
I do not seek pleasure.
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Forgive me boatman, I did not realise your blindness.
Come for me when you will.
My hand shall be right there.

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I remember this.
It is a great truth
I have not yet deviant.