Reclaimer - Let Go lyrics

I'm sick of feeling numb
But I'll miss it when it's gone
'Cause all I wanted was to feel carefree
And now I find it hard to care at all
(I find it hard to care at all)

I'm just trapped in a constant haze
Of not knowing where I stand
(Do I depend?)
Do I depend on you too much?
Or am I starting to just give up?

I will never find a way to love you
And I will never find a way to love you
And when it's all said and done
I'll be the one who turns their back on everyone

I will never find a way to love you [2x]
And I will never find a way

And there is no excuse for leaving you
But if I don't I'm afraid of what I might become
A hollow shell, a lost memory
I'll always want more [2x]

Leave me and you can find another
This isn't love
It's just all we had hold of
There can't be another way
'Cause I'm so fucking afraid
That I will never find a way to love you

(I'm just trapped in a constant haze [2x])