One too many
Times have I stood in your corner
One too many
Times have I stood my ground on this
Too many times have I defended, even undeserving
Would it surprise you to find your apology's long overdue?
You can't tell me that I have changed
When all that's different here is that I can see
We've come this far and
I'd like to think it wasn't all for nothing
And even if my eyes had seen,
I would not have believed
I wanted this so bad and even now
I long for all that we had
Is it any better to be blind to the lies
Placed in front of you
Than it is to choose to be deaf when
Your real friends try tell you the truth
What's the best way to wake yourself up
If you never fell asleep
You can't be the shelter this life needs if you're protecting another
I've been left to the storms I've been left to find a new home
What's the best way to wake yourself up
If you never fell asleep?
You can't run from your nightmares when you're already chasing your dreams
You've been here before, but this is all new to me
So please excuse me for wishing that we could've ended this differently
The last half year of your behavior has left me with nothing but to find
I can't close my eyes to anyone
I won't,
I won't close my eyes
Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes