Huey Mack - Nights Like These lyrics

Does the honesty in my music leave me too exposed
Did I leave my self respect behind when I hit the road
Did I leave a good girl at home
Or do they see my image and leave me alone
Is it 'cause I'm known that they tie up my phone
Or maybe they just want back stage in my show

Did I just meet the girl of my dreams
And it sucks we won't work out cause she's twenty-three
And she's living at home while I'm stuck on the road
It's a gift and a curse, which one of them I don't know
Never been doing so good but felt so bad
I'll never forget the day I had to pack my bags
It sucks 'cause its my first time leaving home
Even worse I'm doing it all on my own
'Cause every day I wonder if it's meant for me
Well if it's meant to be I guess its meant to be
It may seem like everything is great
But I don't even know how I got this way in the first place

I'm stuck in a fucked up dream
But I have you next to me
Make me remember why I breathe
Remind me that everyone bleeds
And I don't know what I need
But I have you next to me
I live for the nights like these [2x]

I used to think everyday was a blessing
But every day I feel I stray away from my own message
'Cause it feels like everything's going wrong
Whether people playing my songs or even singing along
I kinda feel like a part of me went missing
When people started to listen and giving me this attention
When I dropped an album, my mother happened to lose her house
So all the good that's in my head started fading out

And I know you gotta have the lows to get the highs
But it's hard to cope with everything you bottle inside
'Cause honestly my own pride caught me red handed
And I won't lie I took everybody for granted
But I'm glad what I know now what I didn't then
Keep your friends close and it will be straight in the end
Long roads, long days, long nights ahead
I'm just happy I got everyone to hold my head

I'm stuck in a fucked up dream
But I have you next to me
Make me remember why I breathe
Remind me that everyone bleeds
And I don't know what I need
But I have you next to me
I live for the nights like these [2x]

I don't know what's happening to me
What's happening to me, oh no
[4x]