Scribbles of a Desperate Boy - Writing Love lyrics

Your frantic heartbeat sets the rhythm
As your body contorts with pain
Let out a whimper dear, as the blade reaches the vein
Allow your limbs to shiver, will loss of blood heal this hurt
Crying in your bedroom now, sobbing, for all its worth

No one's at home as you lick each others lips
Your heart beat quickens as you feel his finger tips
And if you think this is love then let me prove you wrong
You'll wake up tomorrow and he'll be gone

So close your eyes my dear, smile and say "it's healing me"
Let me make this very clear, there's oh so much to fear
It's killing me

It's healing me, it's killing me [x4]

It's killing me
It's killing me

So let me ask you a question, do you feel any better now?
The blood you found, in your sheets
Night after night, just looking for some relief

I hear you say "I never meant it"
You're a pro, experience's your middle name
Never healing you, never filling you
Night's ending in guilty delight
Try to piece together your broken heart, nothing works tonight

You've fallen through the cracks
You can't get out alone
Try your best to save yourself but

You've fallen through the cracks
You can't get out alone
Use your last breath to cry out "oh dear god"

He loves the weak, and holds them in his arms
Wherever you are, he loves you
No matter where you've been or what you've done

So cry out for mercy, never feel empty, no
Never again, never again
True love is real I swear, I swear