Raised Fist - I Have To Pretend lyrics

Feel like I have the wrong outfit
Like people read my inner secrets on my back
My fake smile is just looking for someone to please
Sunlight means struggle and I'm lost
The only time I feel alive is when I fall asleep

Look into my eyes
I promise you'll find no lies
But you act like I'm contagious
You make me feel so sad inside
I have to pretend
That I still have friends
But they act like I'm contagious
I want to confide

Passing through the lines
With different kinds of signs
Every door in the corridor
Is a possible cave of hate
And I’m no hero to turn things around
My backpacks have lots of things inside
Definitely not pride
Looking at my feet
Trying not to collide

Look into my eyes
I promise you'll find no lies
But you act like I'm contagious
You make me feel so sad inside
I have to pretend
That I still have friends
But they act like I'm contagious
I want to confide
Look into my eyes
I promise you'll find no lies
But you act like I'm contagious
And I just want to satisfy

And I have to pretend
That I still have lots of friends
That are backing me up
But they back me up against the wall
I guess
I guess the story tells it all

Look into my eyes
I promise you'll find no lies
But you act like I'm contagious
You make me feel so sad inside
I have to pretend
That I still have friends
But they act like I'm contagious
I want to confide

Look into my eyes
You make me feel so sad inside
I have to pretend
You act like I'm contagious
Look into my eyes