You know those, uh, those people?
The ones I put down, the people I killed?
I want you to know that I'd do it all again
This is a circus, all right?
It's a charade, it's an act
It's bullshit about how crazy I am
I ain't crazy
I'm not crazy, okay?
I know what I did
I know who I am
And I do not need your help
I'm smack-dab in the middle of my right goddamn mind
And any scumbag, any, any lowlife
Any maggot piece of shit that I put down
I did it because I liked it
Hell, I loved it
I'm sittin' here, I'm, I'm just itching
I'm itching to do it again and you think
What, you think you're gonna send me to a nuthouse?
Some doctor, they're gonna get me to stop from doing what I want to do?
Well, that ain't happening
Not on my watch
Not on my watch
Mr. Castle is suffering from what we call sympathetic storming
It's a heightened and ongoing state of fight or flight
As if he is reliving the incident of trauma over and over again
You want it, I'll give it to you
And anybody who came here today to hear me whine, to hear me beg?
Well, you can kiss my ass
Over and over again
I want you to know that I'd do it all again
This is a circus, all right?
It's a charade, it's an act
It's bullshit about how crazy I am
I ain't crazy
I'm just itching
I'm itching to do it again and you think
What, you think you're gonna send me to a nuthouse?
Some doctor, they're gonna get me to stop from doing what I want to do?
Well, that ain't happening
Not on my watch