I find it imperative I say something you'll cherish
In fear there's no other chance past here
I ran away to escape a routine
Now it seems I'll never make it back
No matter where I rest my head for the night
You're resting in my mind
When no one else would listen, your attention was consistent
And I just want to hold on to the best thing to fucking happen to me
Maybe this is more than you asked for
Maybe this is more than I can handle
I can't remember the last time that I held on so tightly
Maybe look a little closer
You'll see the change I want you to see in me
Maybe wait a little longer
You'll see the person you're wanting me to be
Just wait for me
I can be who you want me to be
Please wait for me [2x]
Just promise me if I fall back asleep
You'll be there when my eyes open
[2x]
To be clear on what I'm saying
I just hate to keep you waiting
But nothing is changing for now
For the first time in quite some time
I'm holding myself accountable
I just want to be reliable [2x]
I've let you become a part of who I am
But if you can't wait for me just know I understand