Breakdown of Sanity - The Gift lyrics

I was falling for a long time
Almost everything I knew became more fucking worthless
So many promises, so much energy

All I want is silence, all I want is peace, all I want is you
No more reason for searching for what I always expected from life

(No more reason for searching)
New direction, new fucking rules
You caught me on the way to a new life
I think it's time to act selfishly

You, yeah you
You caught me on the way to a new life
Memories of a time before distrust and pain

Perhaps a dream, perhaps a trap
But not this time, it's too different
My pulse is slowing, is slowing down
My eyes are closed, now
And I create, and I create a picture in my head

A picture of the time
I draw it with my mind
It's colourful and bright
It's no longer waiting, from today it's arriving
This time I can see the sky
The first time I don't look back

No walls, no more lies
I can breathe until after the sundown
My glowing heart, just awakened perfection within reach
My sad memories, you make them look like fading dust
I'm the air, I'm the ground, nothing can burn me down
Nothing can burn me down
Nothing

I really missed this feeling, now I don't fear myself any more
Open mind, open ways, my future turns to light
Hope has come to find me
My real destination
This is the control I was waiting for
It makes me unbreakable
I remember who I am
What I was, what I've become